death is such a hard thing to come to terms with
it is hard for the brain to wrap around and accept
death sucks
this all sucks
It is just so hard to comprehend this new experience I have never coped with before
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Listening to: my noisey fish tank and cockatieal...
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Reading: recently: watershipdown, the last unicorn
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Watching: err...what ever is blaring on the TV behind me
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Playing: playing legend of Zelda:TP for the 3rd time
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Eating: roasted salted peas (taste better than they sound)
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Drinking: milk (mmm i LOVE mik)
I think what got to me more was my cousin's friend. I hate people who drive drunk how careless can people be. It happened during the day too it's sad.
So hard to loose love ones. I've lost friends and family also pets too.
Lost is feeling I felt when those things happened. I'm lucky to have my shiba Saya to help me through things.
I'm so sorry to hear about Hari, and while I am fully aware, as you are, that healing takes time, please try to heal, and seek out whatever help you need.
this just shook so hard and it stings, it stings because Hari died so young, I was shown first hand how fragile life is, and the hit and run was so close to home and so much hurt happened from an act that took moments to do.
I not only lost my friend and fuzzy family members, I lost part of my inner peace.
and while I am at a state where my days are becoming more and more normal, where I can sit with friends and laugh again, it still creeps in and haunts me...
good luck.
It's really, really hard to accept that all this has happened. But I will always be thinking about you, Lilleah. You, your sister, Hari, and your dogs are all amazing and forever will be.
I wish I had more words.
Lots of love.