the two little girls are still at the vet to be spayed today, they are supposed to be home by now but the vet is running behind due to an emergency that came in.
I am a super paranoid person, have been since before the hit and run crime 2 years ago, even more so now because of it.
I always get worried when a pet gets put under anesthetics because they can have a reaction to it, during surgeries complications can happen and a spay is a fairly invasive surgery.
If life has taught me anything it is that "shit happens" sometimes bad shit.
I am just a mess right now and I will not be okay till they are home alive and well.
EDIT: They are back, the one is still feeling the drugs a bit and I am nursemaiding her as she shakes and goes through angry hysteric bouts, but she'll be okay within the hour.